Shout out to all the people who can’t exactly tell their dad “happy father’s day.”
The House of Plantagenet
Alex. 21 years old. Texas. Lover of the ganja, music, nature, and anything nerdy.
Shout out to all the people who can’t exactly tell their dad “happy father’s day.”
Man, I really hate how things change. I’ve come to a point in my life where things are getting better for me, personally.
But, the people who helped me endure the worst year of my life, ended up moving really far away because of various reasons in their own life. The last person from that group of people is set to move away at the end of July. Which means that everyone I came to be super close with will be gone. Yeah, I still have some pretty legit friends, but it isn’t the same. I just really miss having a close-knit group of friends, and I get bummed out thinking about it sometimes.
But alas, that’s life. All there is to do is to keep looking forward, and find the tiny pieces of gold in the road of life.
If there’s something I really dislike about my job, it would be how my hours are spread out. I end up working 6 days a week and I get the oddest day off where no one is down to do anything because they have things to do the next day. I really like having a job though, because I’m making money again, and I like being able to afford my own things. I wouldn’t mind if my days off were Sundays because I’d at least get to have some sort of late night fun with friends. I guess I really wish my hours were more condensed so I could also have more time to do crazy late night things you’re supposed to do during summer. It’s fitting because I’m really about to go back to school this fall, and I at least wanna make this a memorable summer. And in a good way, not horrible way I remember last summer.
So, I’m now the owner of a semi-fancy camera :3
It takes really good photos so far, but I really wish it were day time, because then I’d be walking all over looking for scenic places to take some amazing pictures! I guess it’ll have to wait until tomorrow.. I am dying to take some good photos on this thing.
So, I start my new job tomorrow, I’m most likely going back to school this fall, and now all I have to worry about is saving up for school and a new car. Man, finally I can work for all the things I want. There is no way in hell that I’m screwing up this chance I’ve been given. I’m finally moving to a better place in life. Now I won’t feel so useless anymore.
So that’s how that particular chapter in my life ends, huh? I always did have a feeling it wouldn’t work out.. But it was nice to try when I did. I don’t think I’d have it any other way. But alas. now it’s obvious that our futures may not have been meant to cross again. It’s become painfully obvious that whether I like it or not, I’m stuck here for a good while, and I need to work to get myself to a better place than I currently am in right now.
I’m pretty stoked for Friday. Besides the fact that I’m turning 21, I’m gonna be able to spend time with all my friends. I didn’t have a chance to do this last year because I was in San Francisco away from all my friends last year. And I’m gonna be able to spend with my brother on his birthday so that’s also a plus. But yeah, birthday day is gonna be pretty awesome.
